The Poetic Journey of James E. Moore
This
long-hidden, one-man project seemed worth bringing to light. It was discovered while sorting through the
personal effects of our parents in late August, 2000, the day after our father
had passed away. In more than 20 years
of living in the same home with them, neither I nor my brothers had ever seen
the old army green canvas covered field book that contained these original
works. We found it in an old foot locker
tucked in the back of Dads closet, with a few ancient photos from Moms family
tucked inside. Those pictures depicted
people we had heard mentioned, but had never met.
The
author of these verses was our great-grandfather, James E. Moore. The initial poems suggest that James began
this work within days of the death of his wife in 1920. He dedicated the third poem to Nellie, my 4
year old granddaughter. Nellie was our
mother (1916-1996). The final poem on
the bound pages of this book was written to commemorate the first reunion of
his mothers family in 1925. James E.
Moore passed away on November 21, 1927, at age 76. Now at age 92, Mothers
older sister, our Aunt Betty, still remembers her grandfather diligently
working on this very project (he was always writing in that book) when she
was a teenager.
From
here onward, the book is reproduced from its original
longhand, written in fountain pen, including some of his original misspellings
and occasional bouts of dyslexia. There
are only a few spots in the original manuscript where the ink was painstakingly
erased, and fewer still where a word was written over in correction. Loose papers within the book suggest that he
copied from his rough drafts.
Is
this a volume of exceptional poetry, worthy of international acclaim? Probably not, but you decide. It is a documentary of one mans journey
through the process of mourning and reassessment of his life. He descends into deep despair, but emerges by
mid-book and finishes at quite a different place by the end of the book, some
five years later. One thing this work
clearly does show us is how much life has changed in the United States in the
last 100 years.
Great-grandfather
James finished his book with a comprehensive table of its contents, which he
had clearly anticipated adding from the very beginning.
Page Index
40 Absent
16 Blind Child The
22 Bereft
43 Broken Promise The
92 Barbecue ball The
15 City vs. Country
23 Contentment
48 Choice
The
54 Change of hour The
56 Cheerie
74 Childhood days
83 Colleens choice
88 Cupid
91 Carpet Whipper The
36 Decades
The
47 Dew of Hermon
66 Dreams
76 Dews
68 Eden of the heart
18 Frost and the flowers
49 Frozen tear drop
51 Fifty years
24 Gems of thought
32 Going
34 Grandmas pinks
75 Good thoughts
28 Garden of Love The
64 Good Judge The
70 Graces
The
79 Greenwood
5 Introduction
21 Idle thoughts
37 Love
57 Longing
58 Lines on a wedding anniversary
59 Land o my dreams
84 Life of a Riley The
11 Mothers Album Quilt
38 Mammon
45 Midnights dream
77 Mother is there a
85 Marys lamb
87 Meg
89 My Papa
96 Mithers tryst
82 Neglected
20 Ode to a snail
51 Old Rocking chair The
58 Old fashioned
94 Old Friends
97 Old man in a churchyard
4 Preface
12 Polly green
33 Prints
The
61 Praying
67 Prospect Park Ice
80 Pictures on the wall
69 Questionings
14 Reflections
63 Remedies
27 Seperation
44 Spiritism
47 Sunset
A
52 Spirit of Love The
90 Spoons
30 Tears
42 Tender Memories
53 Tilte guessers
60 Three Friends
78 Times Ending
86 To a Fly
22 To a Friend
8 To
my daughter, Grace
11 To Mother
10 Unknown
50 Unrest
6 Vision The
46 Virtuous woman
19 Whims of the moon
41 Weary
62 Winter
73 Whisperings
98 Miller reunion
loose sheets JEM did not catalog in his Table
of Contents
By Express
Epigram
[If?]
Heart
Throbbings
Lexington
Streets of Life
Tears (rough
draft)
[Untitled]
1827-1917
On Election
Day, Nov 6th, Mr. And Mrs. James E. Moore, Vosenkill
Road, entertained their children and grandchildren in honor of the ninetieth
birthday of the hosts father, John Moore, who was as bright and active as any
of his great-grandchildren, being truly merely ninety years young. He received over fifty birthday cards, a
goodly number from the mountain towns, where he was born and lived for
seventy-five years, and was and is known to all as Uncle John. After the fourteen persons present had
partaken of the bountiful dinner, including the birthday cake cut by the hero
of the hour, the son and grandson felt it their duty to go and vote, so Mr.
Moore went to the barn and fed the chickens and made other preparations for the
night. He is surely remarkable for a man
of his years, and his friends, young and old, wish him many more such days as
this.
Obituary April 19, 1918
Moore John
Moore, aged over ninety years, after failing in health for a short time, passed
away on April 19th at the home of his son James, inAthens
township, where he had resided for fifteen years and where the Rev. J.H. Heinrichs of the Leeds Reformed Church conducted the
funeral on Sunday, with interment the next day at Lexington.
The deceased
was born in Lexington to Elijah and Martha Johnson Moore, being the youngest of
many children and said to be the last called home. He was a carpenter by trade, a man of rugged
constitution and honest, upright character, leading a retired life full of
kindnesses. He was active till a few
months before his death, and his great wish was to wait until the deep snow
should be gone, so that those who were to take him to his last resting place
might find their task easy. Respected
and loved by all, he died as quietly as he lived, going on with the expectation
of meeting those who had preceeded him, and leaving a
host of friends but no enemies.
Seventy-five
years of his long life were spent near Lexington. Some sixty-eight years ago he married Candace
Bailey and two sons were born to them - James and Horace, the latter going
thirty-eight years ago to California. He
was heard from for a short time, but not since then and is supposed to be dead,
but the uncertainty was one of his fathers greatest
sorrows. Besides his son James, Mr.
Moore is survived by four grandchildren (Mrs. Willis Brandow
of Athens, Charles and Berdella Moore of Athens
township, and Horace Moore of Philadelphia), also four great-grandchildren and
several other relatives.
June 24th,
1920 The
Catskill Daily Mail (?)
A Good Womans
Death
Emma Elizabeth,
wife of James E. Moore, died on June 24th at her home on the Vosenkill Road, town of Athens, where on Sunday the funeral
was conducted by the Rev. J.H. Heinrichs of Leeds,
with interment in the Jefferson Rural Cemetary.
Mrs. Moore was
born on Oct 1, 1849 in the town of Halcott, to Peter
and Hannah Miller, being the youngest but one of nine children. Her early life was spent mostly in Lexington,
where on Feb 5, 1873, she married James E. Moore, and
with him resided in or near Lexington and Jewett. Twenty-six years ago they moved to the
residence where in peaceful sleep she passed to Heavenly home. It was in the month of roses, which she
loved, and in her last resting place she was covered and surrounded by their
beauty and fragrance. Four years ago she
suffered a nervous breakdown, with complications, and since then had been out
of health. Of a warm hearted and loving
yet quaint disposition, she was a devoted, unselfish wife and mother, and her
familys tender hands cared for her to the end.
She is survived
by her husband, two sons (Charles of Athens township
and Horace of Brooklyn), two daughters (Mrs. Willis Brandow
of Athens and Miss Berdella Moore of the town of
Athens), four grandchildren and one sister (Mrs. Rowena Moore, who had been
with her for the past three years.)
Death of James
Moore Catskill Daily
Mail Nov 21st, 1927
Former Catskill
Milk Dealer Dies in New Jersey
James Moore,
for many years a milk dealer in Catskill and who lived on the Vosenkill road in the town of Athens, where he had a large
farm, died this morning at the home of his daughter, Mrs. Arthur Burgess, in
Rutherford, NJ. The funeral will take
place Wednesday afternoon, at 2:30 oclock at the home of his son, Charles
Moore, on the Vosenkill road, and the burial will be
in the Jefferson Rural Cemetary.
Mr. Moore is
survived by two sons, Charles Moore, who succeeded his father in the business,
and Horace Moore, of Brooklyn, and two daughters, Mrs. Arthur Burgess of
Rutherford, NJ, and Mrs. Willis Brandow, of Athens.
Mr. Moore was a
man who enjoyed the respect and quiet confidence of his fellow men. Quiet and unostentatious, but of a genial
disposition, he had a wide circle of friends who will sincerely regret his
death. For many years he sold milk in
Catskill and built up a large and lucrative business. He was a man of the highest integrity and
this contributed largely to his success.
Notation
on the obituary clipping: Age 76, died
4:43 am
Preface
Some
poems composed by James E. Moore in old age for the consolation of those I
leave behind when I have passed the great Divide to the great beyond. May those who read them enjoy the same
pleasure the writer has received in composing will be full compensation. JEM
Could
we but once control the - uncontrollable
And
see the thing which we possess - inanimate
That,
which, doth leave the body - inconsolable
Which with corruption, doth not
contaminate.
That,
which, soars above, below, nor whereunto
We
know not now; returns not, after seperation
To
give account of the mysterious - in lieu
Of
unfolding the mysterys born in creation
Could
we but once dissect that part; - unconcerned,
As
we do, wherein it holds its sway - dominant,
Oer
all the master mind of great and learned,
Whose
wisdom leave for others less prominent.
To
search the secret of the power of will - revealed,
Only
by an unseen guide doth hold full control,
Wherein
the poets full description - unsealed,
Doth find in hi immortal part - the
soul.
Should
not the immortal part give thanks intertwined
As
are; that we should know so little of futurity,
Yet
possessing so great faith, waught left behind
Eer can hinder the
immortal parts security.
Introduction
Why
should I write, when all the earth seems filled,
And
nought is left to me but empty space?
Some
poetry teaches, some written verse teaches,
One
the mind degrading - the other inspiring grace.
Sometime
I think that ancient poets have written,
All
the things that heart could wish to say,
Nothing
more to teach us, nothing new to reach us,
It
seems as if the lyric of the poet had its day.
Yet
somehow ancient things may need rehearsing,
To
give expression to what is in your heart,
Lest
such retiring, may banish the inspiring,
Of
the silent muse that gives to you your heart.
Where
the burdens, and cares of life are laid aside,
And
weary one tires of lifes
transitory things,
The
poets lyric theme comes with a cheerful mien,
A
gladness, joy, and pleasure to us brings.
So
let us write our thoughts - in the after years
All
who follow in the circle round of time;
Perchance
in distress; some cheerfulness possess,
By ecstacies
that we have woven into rhyme.
There
let all who read these lines remember,
He
who wrote them took the greatest pleasure.
When
the inditing, the thoughts he is writing
And the pleasant memories, counted
treasure.
But
on me the shawods fast are falling,
Times
grim finger is pointing to the tomb,
My
pen will soon lay down, but not with a frown,
Ive
a hope within, Heaven will be home.
The
Vision
This
morning I stood on the hilltop,
And
gazed on the valley below;
All
nature was clad as in springtime,
The
sun made the air all aglow.
Dewdrops
stood out like bubbles,
Treetops
moved with the breeze,
I
thought a God must be in them
Alike on land and the seas.
As
pondering the beauties of nature,
A
mist came over mine eyes,
I
saw no more that was earthly,
My
thoughts upturned to the skies.
I
saw that beautiful hilltop,
Where
zion in beauty shall dwell,
Where
Jesus passed from their vision,
And knew for her it is well.
For
there He ascended to glory,
A
cloud received Him from sight,
By
faith I saw Him returning,
With angels, in glory and light.
And
Zion was glad and rejoiced,
As
on her shining he looked,
A
scroll in his hand with names,
Of all that ever was booked.
Come
in thou blest of my Father,
I
long have waited for thee,
I
paid the great debt for your pardon,
You
now have acceptance in me.
7
The
mansions up here are all ready,
My
going prepared them for thee;
I
have come for my bride, is she ready,
Her
garments are on as I see.
Ye
have borne each ones burdens,
Fullfilled all my law of love,
Remembered
my great commandment,
Its
like unto that above.
We
have a continuing city,
Its
streets are jasper and gold,
The
emblem of heavenly security
And built in the heavenly mold.
I
said, I will always stay here,
Ill
not go back to the earth,
The
veil was removed from my eyelids,
I
was still in the land of my birth.
I
saw that in self I was trusting,
Instead
of his mercy and grace,
For
nothing of earth can enter,
That holy heavenly place.
I
pray I yet may keep a trusting,
By
faith, in love, nothing fearing
Watching,
waiting with patience,
His glorious second appearing.
8
To
my Daughter - Grace
Your
name suggests some feeble thoughts,
Ive
wondered what it meant,
While
pondring on the grace of God,
These
lines to me were sent.
Grace
is a free gift of love,
The
fountain of our youth,
The
spring and summer of our joys
Tis Gods
eternal truth.
Grace
is the spirit of our God,
In
renewing of our heart,
Restraining
from the depths of sin,
The true life giving dart.
The
righteousness of Christ applied,
To
sinners bought with blood,
The
reconciling us Him,
The eternal, living, God.
It
brings patience, meekness, faith.
It
makes our virtues shine.
It
gives something more than life
It
touches the divine.
Salvation
founded on that word
Eternal
life secures,
It
gives a foretaste of a heaven,
All
that heaven insured.
Embrace
mercy, pardon free,
Love, kindness and good will.
If
prone to wander far away
Tis grace holds us still.
9
Its
virtue never can be told,
By tongue or pen of men.
It
never never can be earned,
But must be felt within.
Doubly
blest are those who have
This
power on them bestowed.
They
see the shining heavenly way.
They
walk the narrow road.
Their
footsteps will leave a print,
If
kept by power of grace.
Their
names are written in a book,
Which
sin cannot efface.
Lines
to my granddaughter Nellie, (4 yrs old)
I
received your sweet letter, dear Nellie
It
flew in here like a bird,
I
read it over and over again, Nellie
I
sure I read every word.
There
was something about it, dear Nellie,
Around
my heart strings entwine
I
could see your little blue eyes, Nellie,
Looking at me in each line.
And
I knew your thoughts as plain, Nellie,
As if perfected by pen.
So
save me one dear little curl, Nellie,
And
write to grandad again.
10
Unknown
I
have just received a letter from my old home town.
As
I looked on the address, it nearly knocked me down;
But
two long weary months since I became a rolling stone,
To
receive a forward letter, written on its face- Unknown.
Many,
many years, I lived there, every day had some mail.
Did
I live so secluded, by mountain, hill or dale,
That
I should be so soon forgot, memories from me blown
To winds?
So postman with a pencil writes on address - unknown.
Was
there not one friend left to tell him I still live,
To
hold them in remembrance, the best my heart can give?
What
is there now to call me back since I am left alone.
Or
draw upon my heartstrings, when my name is - unknown.
Have
I not left up there, some trace of evil or of good.
A
friend or enemy, by which I might be understood,
To
think my lifes a failure, just like mong bees a
drone,
If
so I must not murmer if they write my name -
unknown.
Well
I have but a few more years to paddle my canoe,
Im
past the time of joyous life, to make a great ado.
Ive
many deeds, many thoughts, for which I might atone.
It
will not make much difference, if I remain - unknown.
If
I can feel all my sins by one has been forgiven,
I
care not what becomes of earth, leave me the hope of
heaven,
With
eyes of faith and wings of love, to reach my Fathers throne,
And
hear His voice come in, then Ill not be -
unknown.